bingung dan aneh

hanya berharap pada Allah SWT yang Maha Memiliki Solusi atas kebingungan ku ini, semoga aku bisa cepat beranjak dari semua kebingungan ini.aku sebagai makhlukNya hanya wajib untuk berusaha, berikhtiar dan ikhlas karena sesungguhnya ketetapan itu hanyalah hak sepenuhnya milik Allah semata…

Ya Allah Rabbul izzati, Engkaulah yang Maha Memiliki Solusi atas semua kebingungan ku ini, maka aku berlindung dari semua ketidak jelasan karena hanya Engkaulah yang senantiasa akan memberikan cahaya solusi kepada ku,kemarin2,hari ini,esok dan selamanya....

my editing

pengecutnya si ayamMurk4

ada saat2 dimana kita harus melakukan sesuatu dengan penuh keikhlasan, dan ada saat lain dimana yang kita lakukan adalah sebuah kewajiban yang berhak mendapatkan imbalan....
aku meyakini apa yang sedang kuusahakan sebagai sebuah perjuangan, bukan sebagai sebuah pengorbanan.

“***** butuh perjuangan”.....aku yang memerjuangkannya akan jauh berada dalam posisi yang lebih terhormat meskipun apa yang kuperjuangkan tidak berhasil ku dapatkan.
Tapi kalau “***** butuh pengorbanan ?
aku seperti menuntut sebuah balasan atas pengorbanan yang dilakukan, dimana didalamnya ada pamrih dan penyesalan atas sebuah usaha untuk cinta yang tak tidak sesuai dengan hasrat dan harapan....

yang aku sayangkan,aku berpikir untuk menyerah sebelum aku berjuang "mati-matian",,,hanya karena merasa dipersulit dan banyak saingan...

kord gitar beacause of you-kelly clarkson

G             D            Em                        D
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
G            D
I will not let myself
Em                                 D
Cause my heart so much misery
G          D        Em
I will not break the way you did,
C
You fell so hard
G                      D
I’ve learned the hard way
C                    D
To never let it get that far

G
Because of you
Em                                D
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
G
Because of you
Em                        D
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
G
Because of you
C                D                                Em
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
G
Because of you
D
I am afraid

G             D
I lose my way
Em                D                       G
And it’s not too long before you point it out
D
I cannot cry
Em                                D                        G
Because you know that’s weakness in your eyes
D
I’m forced to fake
Em                  D                  G
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
D
My heart can’t possibly break
C                          D
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

G
Because of you
Em                                D
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
G
Because of you
Em                        D
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
G
Because of you
C             D                               Em
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
G
Because of you
D
I am afraid

G
I watched you die
D                               A
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
G
I was so young
Em                           A
You should have known better than to lean on me
G                     D
You never thought of anyone else
A
You just saw your pain
G                               C
And now I cry in the middle of the night
Bb      B      C#
For the same damn thing

G
Because of you
Em                                D
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
G
Because of you
C                        D
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
G
Because of you
Em              D
I try my hardest just to forget everything
G
Because of you
Em                      D
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
G
Because of you
Em                   D
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
G                 Em
Because of you
D
I am afraid
G
Because of you
Em             D

Entahlah....

for some one : terimakasih udah nasihatin aku untuk  kurangi ngerokok dan jauhi barang haram itu... aku JANJI buat ngejauhin itu!!!!! 
Terima kasih untuk semua kebaikan yang mungkin gak bisa terbalas. dan terima kasih karena telah berusaha menjadi manusia yang lebih baik....
terimakasih sudah pernah mengakui keberadaanku,
Tempat untuk keberadaanku di sekitarmu.
Sekalipun hanya sesekali.... Tapi, aku syukuri itu ada.

Bahagia untukmu "S".
 (",)

wisata Religi

   keturutin juga .......dari dulu pengen kesini..........
   gw bakal kesini lagi......

karaokean noh....

"Because Of You"

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

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